Monday, March 8, 2010

Hyperbarics

We felt so helpless!
All we could do was pray.
It was out of our hands, but always in Gods.

Things I remember:

Spending the night at the hospital, my Mom and I were on shift.
The waiting room was simple yet spacious.
The staff provided pillows, knowing that we needed to be there as much as our loved one. I struggled to get a few winks, but felt as soon as I dozed off that my mom was ever so gently nudging my shoulder. "Peggy we can go back now."

I remember:

The chamber, it was time for the chamber.

They bundled her up and rolled her a bit or so down the hall.
Once she was settled, the curtain was whisked back, as if to expose the Wizard of Oz.

There through the large glass window I stood unflinching yet thinking, "Is this an episode from the twilight zone or what?"
There she was in this 9 foot capsule with a window from head to foot, resting, ever so oblivious to the hot summer days passing by without her.

She looked as if she were ready to be shot off to a distant planet just by the push of a thumb.


This day I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your childern may live
Deuteronomy 30:19


Love you Mer

1 comment:

  1. I never knew until then that there were that many seats in an ICU waiting area. A lot of the family spent the nights at the hospital. It was never restful but that wasn't why we were there. We were there for you Merrym. We still didn't know the prognosis of your life and leg .

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