In my opinion, when we're young we don't have or don't care to use, the wisdom it takes to raise a child properly. I shouldn't blame this on age, but when we're young we are a little to carefree, so we don't necessarily care as much about others as we do ourselves. I definitely was like that.
As you know before the blessed/tragedy, I was into Satanic worship. I had angered one coven by leaving and taking with me, Blu (my boyfriend) to join another coven.
The new wizard in charge of us offered to watch my children while I worked. I took him up on it. When I got home my children were healthy and happy in appearance. I asked him "How did it go?" He answered, "Fine, after I did a couple lines of Cocaine." Feeling righteous anger, I asked him to step outside. We barely got on the other side of the door, when all fear of him disappeared. I turned to face him and punched him as hard as I could in his nose. I never allowed him to watch my kids again. What was I thinking?! Duh?!
Also some information I received while I was in Washington state, is Blu was arrested and charged for murder of a baby in his care. The news was relayed to me, I was in shock and amazement. After all he was my primary babysitter when we were together. That could have easily been one of my children. At that moment, I knew God had great things in store for my beautiful children. Thank you God for protecting these wonderful kids of mine, when I didn't!
The Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one.
2 Thessalonians 3:3
I am blessed
Merrym Dawn Mathis Bruce
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