More Questions and Answers

Some questions that I have been asked lately are:

• Before the healing conference that I attended was I sick in any way?
• Do you believe the amputation was already going to happen?
• How is the surgery considered God's healing?

As you know, before the surgery I got an infection every other month, which would take me out for at least two days until the antibiotics started working. Also I had an open sore constantly on the back of my bad leg for four years. It grew to the size of a large apple and Dr. Muse prescribe some medicine for diabetic sores, even though I'm not a diabetic (Praise God!) hoping it would heal. This 'Liquid Gold' (I nicknamed the medication this because of how expensive it was) worked a miracle, shrinking the wound to pea size before I ran out. I asked for more, but my insurance would not approve it. This is because of the extreme cost and I wasn't a diabetic. Then with out the medication my sore grew back to the huge size it was before. But the weekend that I attended the conference I was feeling quite good. Courtney was with me and I was acting her age (16).
The answer is two-fold: (1) Yes, I was sick. (2)No, I wasn't feeling like I needed to go to the hospital at that time.

I have told you that since the day I met my doctor, he would tell me each time I visited him that I would not have my leg all of my life.
The answer is: Yes an amputation was inevitable.

Look at all the facts: God is in control of everything: from making the world and universe, to life and deaths, to even knowing the number of hairs on our heads.
The answer is: It's a big YES! This surgery was God's healing.

You also know I still question God daily. "Why?" Even though His answer is always the same:
"Merrym, it's because I love and trust you. I have a plan for your life."

Indeed, the very hairs of your head are numbered.
Luke 12:7

I am blessed

Merrym Dawn Mathis Bruce