I feel the need to confess to you wonderful people about being a flake and allowing the Devil to keep me from writing lately.
My awesome family is going through some difficult times with Peg having Aggressive Cancer in many parts of her body. She has a very upbeat, positive attitude about the whole thing. Doctors have started her on Chemotherapy and she has some amazing people beside her to help and encourage her every step of the way...
I'd like to pause to thank you one and all for being there for my sister in all the ways you have and are. I know God has us all exactly where we can be used, if we are willing to let Him do so. Thank you for your willingness to go above and beyond what the average person would do and become God's hands, feet and heart for my sweet sweet sister.
Now then I've never been on this end of the illness. Meaning I'm the one usually going through the illness and having others worry for me. It's easier for me to put myself in God's hands with no worries involved, just letting go and let God have his will. But I'm trying to get the hang of giving my anxieties over to God when it comes to someone else.
Sounds crazy I know! Yet it's true!
Every since my illness started twenty years ago I've gotten bad migraines due to the scar tissue on my brain. For a while I've been able to deal with the pain and eventually relieve them. But recently the migraines have become so extreme they have literally laid me flat on my back, unable to move without becoming nauseated to the point of puking and not able to write a daily post (I apologize). My headaches have never been this bad and with my Psychological background I'm pretty sure I know why. They started to become worse the day I found out about Peg, my best friend and confidant. I know these headaches a physical manifestation of my worry and if I don't stop I wont be any good for her when she needs me.
So as I said in the above I'm vowing to place my sister, PeggySue in God's hands and trust Him with the outcome. I'm diligently praying for God's will to be done...
Trust in the LORD with all your heart.
Proverbs 3:5a
I am blessed
Merrym Dawn Mathis Bruce
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